where do we go from here?
it’s pretty depressing to see all your friends being posted out to their new units, while you’re still stuck in limbo because cpc cannot post you out. i blame my pes status, which is at pes e now (dun ask me abt the specifics, i’m not too sure myself), so i’m technically unfit to be a supply supervisor despite the fact that i’ve done everything that has been asked of me during this course.
the best part of today probably had to be the one where i was told that i had to ooc tmr. tmr being the last official day of our course, when everyone else graduates and says goodbye to each other before heading out to our new units on friday, while i’m kicked out and stripped of my certification as a supply supervisor. all i could do was to give them the saddest face i could, and hope everything works out in my favour. it’s pretty damn ridiculous to ooc me just because of my pes status, after i’ve gone through everything and i’ve completed the course, without giving anyone problems, and working my ass off when i was asked to.
well, my sadface did work. after all, i’ve had enough practice during depression. (: somehow, my instructors managed to not be absolutely stupid, and promised me that i wouldnt ooc because i’ve already finished the course and it would be stupid for me to do so. (you’d have thought that it would have taken them less than 15min to figure that out, but nooo…) so until cpc decides to post me out, i’m gonna stick ard in stc and basically waste my life away even more.
3SG clerk please! here’s to hoping everything works out.