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today happens to be one of the most intense sundays i’ve had for a while, possibly due to the sheer amount of singing, praising and worshipping i did!
hearing lawrence wee lead worship in the main service for the first time today was absolutely inspiring. even though i was still deaf in one ear, it didnt take both ears for me to figure out that he had a great anointing in leading worship, and for me it’s the first time in a while that i’ve felt like i could actually worship God freely, without any inhibitions or whatsoever.
the global day of prayer was pretty awesome too. i personally thought the worship team was great, esp the female lead singer, and the way the musicians and worship leaders synchronized the music and worship so beautifully… there was a lot that i thought i needed to learn from them. i thought the drummer was pretty good too, because the beats he used were the ones i could never play properly, and they were the ones planetshakers usually use in their songs.
at times during the prayer meeting, i looked ard involuntarily, trying to make sense of all this. once, i was awestruck by the sheer magnitude of the max pavillion, and the number of youths that actually turned up to pray for our generation and the world. this, all this, confined to just a single hall in singapore expo. if we could make a little difference just by the power of fellowship and prayer together, how much more will the heavens shake and the earth tremble with the collective prayers of all the youth around the world today? it is so apt that gdop is held on pentecost, when the believers during jesus’ time were first baptized by the Holy Spirit on the very same day. a change in the world is needed, but that change needs to come from within our very selves before we can even think abt changing the world for Him.
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i’m sorry i havent been a good christian. sorry i havent been a good testimony. sorry that i havent been… good.
but now i’ve made my stand, and i pray that You’ll always remind me of who i am, and what i stand up for.
praying for a change of heart, change of mind, refreshing and renewing of my spirit.
Holy Spirit, please be my best friend?
amen.