i was supposed to blog abt unfaithfulness today, but the events from yesterday left me too weary.
my father’s at the track today watching f1 for the first time in his life, and i’m actually quite happy he’s there instead of me. for such an avid racing fan, and for all his knowledge abt cars and such, it’s quite surprising that he’s never actually been to a real race. let’s hope he enjoys himself there, even though he forgot (or chose not to) borrow earplugs from me so he’s getting the full blast of the action.
blah, i hate not being able to gym. i’ve been out mainly because of prelims for the past 3 weeks, but my stupid stupid elbow refuses to heal up so i’m still unable to push or lift anything. it’s pretty damn annoying since it’s also a kind of an outlet for me, but heck. i’ll just take things easy until it recovers properly.
like my title says though, i was supposed to talk abt unfaithfulness today. it came as a really simple thought: if your partner is somebody you love very very much, and somebody you’re willing to sacrifice everything for, you’d kinda expect the said person to do the same for you. and when that person chooses to do sth that breaks your heart, because they put themselves before you, wouldnt your heart break?
that’s wad happens between God and us isnt it? the selfishness in us just makes us forget God, and we just choose to do things in self-interest. that breaks His heart. probably more than we can ever imagine, because we cant even fathom His love for us.
sigh, i’m so so guilty of this, and yet God gives us all a 2nd chance. and another one after that. and another one after that… and so on. i’ll never comprehend His love for me, but all i can say is thank you Lord.
maybe i’ll continue whewn i’m not so tired, or when i’m inspired again. peace.