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sorry guys for dragging you into the mess that was called "war games 2". i admit, the situation was utterly stupid and retarded. it was personal to begin with, and i knew that ppl would say "uh sean’s team… we need to -do this extra thing-". what i cant get over is the fact that you guys had to suffer because of it, when it was meant to be a time of fun and enjoyment for everyone of us. i promise you i will look into this, and i thank you all for your selfless acts of sacrifice and bravery for my sake.

i love you all very much (: thank you!

oh and sarah, thanks for being objective. but i guess you as much as any other bystander can tell that… this time it wasnt too clean. and thanks salina, for talking to me tonight.

to anyone else from church reading this, esp if you’re in the committee: we play fair, we play clean, we play hard and we play to win. the onli difference as to why my team usually wins - we play smart as well. thank you for giving us preferential treatment, i greatly appreciate it personally. i guess i’d have to thank you for putting us in such high regard as well. have fun during debrief, i’m sure there’ll be a lot to talk abt.

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after today, i am certain. it isnt my loss. and i’m happy (:

大人不计小人过。 我的朋友们胸襟广阔，算你们幸运。

you’ve always been this way since high school
flirtatious and quite loud
i find your sense of humour spiteful
it shouldn’t make you proud
and i know your pretty face gets far with guys
but your make-up ain’t enough to hide the lies

chorus
are you sure that you’re mine
aren’t you dating other guys
you’re so cheap
and i’m not blind
you’re not worthy of my time
you’re just a whore who sleeps around the town
and i’ve got proof because the word’s going around
(don’t know you)

you left your phone so i invaded
i hated what i saw
you stupid lying bitch, who’s david?
some guy who lives next door
so go live in the house of david if you like
but be sure he don’t know peter, john or mike

don’t know you
do do do woah
don’t like you
do do do woah
don’t know you

today was just… an amazingly nonsensical day. aces day was such a joke that we spent the entire time talking nonsense, singing songs, posing for pictures and pretending to be a boyband. man i’m so looking forward to sunday, and an opportunity to jam with debbie, janice, and whoever else that wants to join us!

keng hsin and peck hong were pleasantly surprised with our mini teachers day surprise though! even if keng hsin did get caked hmm. credit goes to maria, who actually bothered to get the cards and the cake and whatnot, which is a really really thoughtful gesture. and peixi’s cookies were damn freaking good! too bad i dunno her, so i cant get free cookies whenever a batch is baked ): thank you anyway maria!

teacher’s day celebrations this year were… different to say the least. sure it wasnt as interesting as previous years, but nonetheless it was still a pretty good attempt. watching james ong in the video as the bully was like WAHHHH… -gets inspired to bodybuild-. keng hsin was damn fail as the other bully though… "BRING IT ONN…" ><

man, shopping with the class is pretty fun! toy r us is officially our favourite hangout now. fish, asher, cheuk ho, debbie all went maaad in there, fighting with swords and balls and discs and… ANYTHING ELSE WE COULD LAY OUR HANDS ON. steven jono jiahe and i were just laughing away, though jiahe and i did join in the fun later on hehe. jono was just… being jono (;

i reiterate: i cant wait for sunday, whooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

oh well, if anyone assumes i’m trying to sound intellectual or whatnot i’m afraid they’re sadly mistaken. i’m hardly pretentious, and i try to be as straightforward as possible. sure i can be sarcastic, but i guess spending 6 years in acs would have trained anyone to a similar level of sarcasm as well.

it’s also good to appreciate the things you have. we can have a really precious possession, something that means the world to us. but after a while, the novelty starts fading, and you find yourself increasing indifferent about it. and it might even come to a point where you get tired of it, and wish that you never had it in the first place.

hang on to everything you have. remember to appreciate the things you once loved. rmbr to look at the little things that just bring a smile to your face. it’s not by chance that things have turned out this way, but this is all part of a greater and bigger plan. sometimes the things that you take for granted might be the greatest desire of someone else, and to that person you’re the most blessed in the entire world.

stay optimistic ppl! but if not… you’ll always have me to go to (;

well i’ve finally completed a proper geog ia draft, which also resulted in me having the last the entire school day with just one hour of sleep. at least there’s this faint sense of accomplishment after i sent it to peter davies, sth that i havent felt for a very long time.

i do hope my arm recovers by sunday though, although tmr would be more preferable. after all, that’s one of the few things in life i really look forward to nowadays anyway.

hmm, this sounds pretty depressed after a few days of happiness. i think thinking abt the future has got me all emo again. stupid uncertainty.

my arm is still being a nehneh, and i still have my geog ia to complete.

at least i learnt stuff abt how to fake a defender today! and abt all the damn stress a good fake it puts on your freaking legs, which would pretty much break mine if i were to do it properly at full speed.

anal-ysis really. 

landed really hard on my left wrist during frisbee today, and now my entire left forearm is screwed. i dunno how i’m gonna be able to complete my geog ia by tonight if i cant move my left hand, but i guess i have to do my best in the shortest amount of time possible.

eh steven, dun be confused anymore lah. if it helps, i’ll stop calling you bui (: clbhl still loves you very much k! even if that just refers to fish and i.

bah i’m in pain now. cracked my wrist 12 times before i could get it to function relatively normally again. still cant bend my elbow past 90 degrees too, nyahh. i feel like shouren during chinese karaoke last year, as if my left arm were just dangling down by the side of my body.

kiss my pain away? ): 

ok no, please dun fear it. his amazingly awesome singing skills just caused him to lose part of his voice, after all the loud singing and the high notes and all the shouting out loud over really retarded shit.

had a great time today at cheuk ho’s bdae celebration at kbox though! it was pretty fun to sing with everyone, esp with such a large group. even raam, shaoyi, jono and asher managed to join in the fun despite knowing next to nothing in chinese (haha sorry for the insult) with favourites from backstreet and westlife. jiahe was the surprise of the day, freaking excellent voice and all she’s been doing is sing the song halfway before becoming really self conscious and pushing the mic to someone else. apparently she was formerly in choir… and she onli told me that on the train ride back. 人不可貌相 really.

biggest retard of the day award goes to STEVEN "大肥" NEOH today. what an idiot really, even fish was less retarded so you know how absolutely stupid he was being. i mean, if you throw a freaking bag full of stuff at a person ACROSS a table that’s COVERED in glasses and plates and whatnot, you better have good enough aiming or at least enough strength to get it across the table safely right? but noooo, he had to totally MISS pravween raam, knock everything off the table, smashing two glasses while at it. it freaking put a damp on the celebrations, and everyone was pretty stunned by the incident.

i tell you arh steven, no good arh, no good. next time go out and work must have more tact hor, cannot do silly things liddat that just show you have no EQ and SQ. 

and cheuk ho loved his guns, so to speak. (:

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it’s been a happy 4 days. 

eh tmr… we go kbox or have lunch?

(ok, that was an attempt to ask a chuck-like question)

they take a on a whole new meaning for me now (: